Cosmic Memory

Diving deeper
(Are you coming with me?)

 
Diving deeper

You, I
into the
PRESENT PRESENCE
and we are loosening up,
dissolving our individual control gradually into it.
We can afford it,
nothing to lose anymore,

no fear no more.

We trust this momentous timelessness
so confidently now!

We are
at one point now
being aware of
being
and
being-even-not
 
simultaneously.
 
A primordial borderline-ness
shaping up
and dis-appearing

  PRIMAL NOW.

How to find more words
and which ones,
and why?

But there is an image,
we recall,
we want to recover it...
 
Imaginatively,
we remember ourselves being a coin...
a one-sided coin however...
Huh?

(are you still with me?)

One-sidedly
we drop onto nothing 
tumbling
vibrating
"here now"

We are voicing it
...somehow...
vibrating IT within,
having nothing though to vibrate in. 

A word perhaps?
Yes IT IS!
It is IS
IS... IS.

THE WORD

ahhh, primal sound... ohhh.
  So Ham, yes, y-e-s, 
YESSS!

The other side of the coin?
The (n)one not-even-not-there?
Not even imaginable,
not even wanting... nor wanted.

  The freedom and impossibility of being,
the unneeded-ness.

And we are flipping ourselves into a void...

The void,
that wasn't even there
before we flipped ourselves
:-), :-), :-).

We get it, 
we've got it !!!
The flipping forms the void
performs the void
as we flip our being.

And we chuckle,
we unavoidably realize the unflippable side:
Our SELF between,
between something and not even nothing
SELF is between

BETWEEN
IS
SELF

An inkling of relating,

a beginning of playing around limits,

Tumbling through NO and THING

And we chuckle even more,
we laugh, 
fun,

f-u-n,
FUN !!!

WE COULD DO THIS FOREVER
and we DO

Laughter...

WE ARE ALREADY DOING THIS FOREVER
NOW
FOREVER NOW!

Laughingly we expand our expanse:
our universal echo

I, I
I, I, I

WE, WE, WE
THIS, THIS, THIS
HERE, HERE

!!!

Universal laughter 
we tumblingly form our flipping universe.

Merriment,
divine fun:

the tumbli-ness of being and being not:
flippingly we discover a playful naughtiness.

This has forever only been the beginning,
The endy edge of being...

And... 

  There is no end to stopping...